So yes it is almost midnight, and I most likely shouldn't be writing this. I have had a lot of time to reflect and I really just thought I would put some of my thoughts down on here.
First off, I think its surprising to look back and see who you were friends with a couple years back, and to see that you really aren't friends with them now. People who you thought, were your friends, apparently just don't care and refuse to keep in touch. There are people where now I wonder how we were ever friends in the first place. Its amazing to see how I have grown as an individual . I have to say that I am surprised that one of my best friends is someone I haven't known for long. I also think that its funny how you can know someone your whole life, but learn to appreciate them later in life. I would have never guessed that we would be friends and you know who you are.
and now there is one person that i have grown to probably like more than a friend, and he most likely knows about it, yet nothing has come of it. idk if it is because of my personality, my looks(or lack there of), or other things. the one roadblock that was there is out of the picture now so i have no clue what will happen, if anything will happen. i hate to keep kidding myself that something will happen because it most likely wont. and i love that we are friends, i just sometimes wonder if we could be something more.
on a happier note, i somehow managed to pull off a 3.8 GPA this past semester. I was pretty happy about that. even though the first words out of my moms mouth were, you couldn't have worked harder?. PUH LEASE woman! but i am starting to think about where i want to student teach and I'm starting to realize that i will be done with school soon and working in the 'real world' or at least i am hoping i will be.
Monday, June 2, 2008
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